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slime from the toaster

by Alien Dad

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1.
00 - intro 00:11
you may now now now put on your best set of headphones with the volume set as loud as you’re comfortable with with. thank you and enjoy your tour.
2.
too much 02:56
today I went searching for you in the by-lines online i like how the inflection points in your relationship calculus do not require integral calculations maybe i squeeze too much can you tell I kiss a bunch? or maybe I think too much or maybe it’s just too much for you
3.
some days 03:07
some days i question reality some days i’m not good enough some days i hate myself some days i count the reasons to die some days some days i wonder if i know that i’m worth it and i know that i’m good yes i’m not perfect but i admit that i’ve done wrong i won’t let myself feel useless i won’t let myself stay down i’ll remember this isn’t everything the feeling will pass but i won’t die if you don’t die i know i can be strong again i know i can be good enough i know i can love myself i’ll count reasons to be alive i know i’ll think less about suicide i’ll still wonder why i haven’t died is anyone really surprised i’m like this would anyone be surprised i’m like this
4.
i look at my missed calls (i get tired) and they’re all red, except the ones except the ones from my mom and some of those are red too (some of those are red too) well we both said it once and i’ll say it again we made the right decision why’d we take so long to do this i feel so lucky to be alive at the same time i’m so glad to be alive at the same time ah. in life is everyone and yeah i’m sorry for bailing trying to be the best time and again person alive i should really try harder you’re really all i have i don’t really want to be the way anyone wants me you’re all i have
5.
pretend the inside of your mouth on the back of your tongue is being painted with slime. now go on, go on and visualize that
6.
outlier 04:45
let me feed us the most american meal while i reply to the message of another girl and think about my life with someone else and need to respond to everyone else i still get excited at the sight of your name i still try to fight it outlier, i hope you’re the same i try to hide my excitement between brunch and my phone number i’m glad you thought of me when that wine made you wonder i don’t know if i want you to know that i could get emotional fantasizing the romanticized self destructive relational we had i still get excited at the sight of your name i still try to fight it outlier, i hope you’re the same you’re my outlier you’re my outlier you’re my outlier am i yours? i just hope i’m yours your outlier your outlier your outlier (break) i still get excited at the sight of your name i still try to fight it outlier, i hope you’re the same
7.
spill it 02:37
i know yeah i know tea spilled over sqirl toast climbing stairs up to the park tell me what i can do to love you if you’ll love me back too we’re a mess, but it’s nice i hugged you in corners now all i do is check how flight prices are to oakland i wish you were closer i wish i was dead i love you
8.
you shouldn’t ever clean up your place for me if you were like me it would already be clean write down your fears in the first person change all the i’s to everybody’s (i understand) now you’ve got everybodys fears (those evil urges) (everybody put down your weapons) what do i do when you do (with the beast) (and it’s need to feast too) i sound foolish expressing my interest something created to stop us from doing this but lonely is not an excuse to live with don’t tempt me with the idea of visiting insisting will only cause lament of it you struck me in the heart when you mention her which i’d forgotten luckily now i can’t stop thinking about her don’t tempt me i’ll be right there
9.
giant piece of shade watching you watch the internet yeah you’re in my dryer blow me a kiss i felt that one through the internet thought i’d imagined it blow me some smoke put your pudding in a bowl with my cling wrap baby let’s get married
10.
to love you is easy because i know it’s how i love myself when i’m with you i don’t see monsters when i turn out the lights and i know texture it’s kinesthetic i love undressing all of your fabric chem trails blue neon signs i look for something i can recognize let me a little bit closer let me see into your world

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released January 25, 2019

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