1. |
00 - intro
00:11
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you may now now now put on your best set of headphones with the volume set as loud as you’re comfortable with with. thank you and enjoy your tour.
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2. |
too much
02:56
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today I went searching for you
in the by-lines online
i like how the
inflection points
in your relationship calculus
do not require
integral calculations
maybe i squeeze too much
can you tell I kiss a bunch?
or maybe I think too much
or maybe it’s just
too much for you
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3. |
some days
03:07
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some days i question reality
some days i’m not good enough
some days i hate myself
some days i count the reasons to die
some days
some days i wonder if
i know that i’m worth it
and i know that i’m good
yes i’m not perfect
but i admit that i’ve done wrong
i won’t let myself feel useless
i won’t let myself stay down
i’ll remember this isn’t everything
the feeling will pass
but i won’t die
if you don’t die
i know i can be strong again
i know i can be good enough
i know i can love myself
i’ll count reasons to be alive
i know i’ll think less about suicide
i’ll still wonder why i haven’t died
is anyone really surprised i’m like this
would anyone be surprised i’m like this
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4. |
friends + family
02:56
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i look at my missed calls (i get tired)
and they’re all red, except the ones
except the ones from my mom
and some of those are red too (some of those are red too)
well we both said it once
and i’ll say it again
we made the right decision
why’d we take so long to do this
i feel so lucky to be alive
at the same time
i’m so glad to be alive
at the same time
ah.
in life is everyone
and yeah i’m sorry for bailing
trying to be the best
time and again
person alive
i should really try harder
you’re really all i have
i don’t really want to be
the way anyone wants me
you’re all i have
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5. |
00 - slime instructions
00:10
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pretend the inside of your mouth on the back of your tongue is being painted with slime. now go on, go on and visualize that
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6. |
outlier
04:45
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let me feed us the most american meal
while i reply to the message of another girl
and think about my life with someone else
and need to respond to everyone else
i still get excited
at the sight of your name
i still try to fight it
outlier, i hope you’re the same
i try to hide my excitement
between brunch and my phone number
i’m glad you thought of me
when that wine made you wonder
i don’t know if i want you
to know that i could get emotional
fantasizing the romanticized
self destructive relational we had
i still get excited
at the sight of your name
i still try to fight it
outlier, i hope you’re the same
you’re my outlier
you’re my outlier
you’re my outlier
am i yours?
i just hope i’m yours
your outlier
your outlier
your outlier
(break)
i still get excited
at the sight of your name
i still try to fight it
outlier, i hope you’re the same
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7. |
spill it
02:37
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i know
yeah i know
tea spilled over sqirl toast
climbing stairs up to the park
tell me what i can do to love you
if you’ll love me back too
we’re a mess, but it’s nice
i hugged you in corners
now all i do is check how
flight prices are to oakland
i wish you were closer
i wish i was dead
i love you
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8. |
when u mentioned her
04:56
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you shouldn’t ever
clean up your place for me
if you were like me
it would already be clean
write down your fears
in the first person
change all the i’s
to everybody’s
(i understand)
now you’ve got everybodys fears
(those evil urges)
(everybody put down your weapons)
what do i do when you do
(with the beast)
(and it’s need to feast too)
i sound foolish expressing my interest
something created to stop us from doing this
but lonely is not an excuse to live with
don’t tempt me with the idea of visiting
insisting will only cause lament of it
you struck me in the heart when
you mention her which i’d forgotten luckily
now i can’t stop thinking about her
don’t tempt me i’ll be right there
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9. |
giant piece of shade
01:20
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giant piece of shade
watching you
watch the internet
yeah you’re in my dryer
blow me a kiss
i felt that one
through the internet
thought i’d imagined it
blow me some smoke
put your pudding
in a bowl with my cling wrap
baby let’s get married
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10. |
kinesthetic monsters
04:29
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to love you is easy
because i know it’s how i love myself
when i’m with you
i don’t see monsters when i turn out the lights
and i know texture
it’s kinesthetic
i love undressing
all of your fabric
chem trails blue neon signs
i look for something i can recognize
let me a little bit closer
let me see into your world
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